Wishful Thinking

I kinda wish I was here.

I may have complained about how stressful my trip was numerous times, but I've been hit with an authentic traveling bug now.

Some More Thoughts

I've never really fit in anywhere, but this is one of those times when I feel like it's because of my morals and values rather than the way I behave. 

Sometimes I do enjoy myself with a group, but it's due to very trivial reasons.

I don't know whether this is a phase or if this is the true me coming out. I seem to be heading towards everything I used to blatantly disagree with. And I don't like it, but that seems to be the direction I'm going.

Maybe I'm finally at that stage where I really, seriously need to search for something more. It's always been there, this emptiness, but right now I feel more alone than ever.

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Sometimes you only stick with something for convenience or temporary highs or because you're afraid of how you'll look without it.

And then sometimes during these sometimes, you wonder if what you're doing is really worth it.

My Hair's Wet

It seems like with each passing year, I have less and less direction in life.

So This Is Summer

Things have changed, but I can't quite figure out how.

Maybe what I once had here just isn't right for me anymore. I don't know how else to explain the fact that I've been feeling down since yesterday.

However, I have figured out that I don't like to get emotionally involved when distance is involved. It takes even more of a toll on me.

Ian's right. Emotions suck.

Home!

I got home last night after approximately 10 hours or so of driving. We stopped in Arcadia in the evening to have a delicious dinner with some family friends, but by that time I really just wanted to get home. 

Sometimes I still think about how much easier things would be if I lived closer to school, so that it doesn't require my parents an entire day to drive up, stay the night, and then another entire day to go back. 

But I guess, in a way, things are the way they are for a reason. 

I hope the next two weeks will be epic.

Santa Cruz

I can't even begin to describe all the amazing adventures I had, so I'll just sum it up with this picture: