I want so much to believe that I am not disposable, that I am not just a replacement, that I matter. And in the past I have been drawn towards people who have treated me like I am not any of those things, but they were not such great people deep down inside.

Sadly, maybe the only way to prove myself wrong is something I won't even be able to experience.

New Schtuff

Go here:

http://bangbangsilverhammer.tumblr.com/

Yesterday

I reactivated my facebook yesterday, and one of the first things I found out was that one of my former best friends died last week.

I don't really know what to think. I think I should feel something, but I've become numb to events like these.

Anyways, you can tell that I don't really use this anymore (and I somehow highly doubt anyone is reading it either). Which is fine, because I've already moved to another domain.  

Details to come. Maybe.

This is Terrible

http://www.10news.com/news/22678790/detail.html

People. Never. Learn.